I have avoided writing because there have been things going on in my life which I couldn't quite understand. I have been struggling to work out why things happen the way they do and have been asking too many 'whats ifs' rather then simply going through the motions. It's easy to preach 'let go', 'you will learn from this' etc, etc... although this is all true, sometimes the human is us just wants to be irrational and not listen to logic. As beautiful as life is, there will be